I'M BAAAACCKKK

It's been over a year since I have written on this thing. Last time I was all hyped up about True Blood. And the new season just started, so I'm really excited about that. This year, however, we don't have HBO! :( Luckily, I've gotten help seeing the episodes. And it's just crazyyy!

I have a year and a half left of school (hopefully). I feel like I'm never going to get out of there. But I need to so I can get out there and start my life with Matt! I am absolutely excited about our future together. I've never felt this way about anybody. Ever. He's everything I've been looking for and he is everything to me.

But yeah, school sucks. I just want it to be over with.

I've been having a lot of issues at work. I'm working on my patience. It has been very thin and I'm so frustrated with some people there. Like...wtf? They get on my nerves so bad. I had a heart to heart (eh, sort of) with the GM. I believe things for me will be looking up. I might actually be happy again. We'll see. Only time will tell. I know what would make me VERY happy. But, uh, that ain't gonna happen. I'm just ignoring IT. That's all.

I'm a bridesmaid!!!! I'm super excited. Also, very confused. I've never been apart of a wedding. So, I just hope everything works out okay and I can do my part. It's just knowing what my part is, ha. I think this will bring me and Suz closer, which I will enjoy because she could be my sister one day! I'm excited for her and I love to see her happy. We got most of the bridesmaids together last night to see Bridesmaids. HILARIOUS. It was great to see a humorous part of the process, haha. I had a wonderful time and all of the girls are great.

I don't really know what else to say. Who's going to be reading anyway?

PS. GO GAMECOCKS!!!! National Champs 2010 AND 2011! #Repeat #Battle

J-E-L-L-O....song is stuck in my head.

Yes. True Blood. We only have like...10 days! Next weekend! Ughhhh My patience is running thin. But it's okay. I'll make it. My working everyday routine will help the next 10 days go by quick.

June is turning out to be a fabulous month. "But it's only 3 days in", you say? Well, it's fabulous so far, and I'm looking forward to other things to come!

June 5th marks 6 months since I got my belly button pierced. Which is only significant because then it's safe to change it out. Which I cheated and did 2 days early :)  I was determined to wait to change it so it didn't get infected. It didn't. I'm quite proud of myself....and my belly button, lol. I didn't even buy other rings for it until about 2 or so weeks ago. Couldn't get tempted! I need some dangly ones though. Any ideas on where to get those? They didn't really have anything at Claire's. That was a disappointing trip.

June 6 marks FIVE YEARS working at the Bee's. Thats 1/4 of my life! I started as this innocent, quiet, sweet, 15 1/2 year old girl. Now, I'm 20 (and a half,hehe), stand up for myself and loud when I need to be! Which from what I hear, is hilarious (when I get fussy, that is). My intention is to be a little scary. But, oh well. I guess as long as I provide entertainment :)

At the end of June we are going on VACA!!!! Somewhere in Florida. I'm so excited. Kinda bummed that I have to take off a full week of work, though. I didn't really plan on a full week :(  And it's a full week with my parents and my little brother, hahaha. ahhhh can't complain! Some people don't have the luxury.

tell me you're like a growing addiction that i can't deny

Mmmm Lee Dewyze. I am completely in like with him! And I say "in like" because I feel saying "in love" would be going too far. Maybe if I didn't have a boyfriend of almost 2 years :)  His voice is absolutely amazing. I think I will be completely devastated if he doesn't win American Idol. I like Crystal Bowersox too. But I like Lee so much more. I'm hoping even if he doesn't win, he will still make an album. I'm so buying it! I haven't been this much of a fan of American Idol before. It was a great season with very talented people.

If you haven't voted for Lee yet, you should! He's fantastic!!!!!!!lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove

All you need is love, love....Love is all you need.

I. Love. Him. I love when he comes into my work to see me. If I'm in a bad mood, he makes me smile and I forget about what was getting me down. He's fantastic. And I love his silly faces :)

She works hard the money, so you better treat her right.

I just worked 14 hours today. I had an hour break. My feet hurt so bad. I won't be able to sleep because they hurt terribly. I made some money (by basically kissing butt)!!! So it will be worth it at the end of the week. I still have 3 shifts left, 2 of which are closing, 1 of those which is KARAOKE! UGHHH I'm freaking tired of working Karaoke. It's too long of a night. But, what can I do? I need the money. I cannot wait until Sunday. My day of rest! I just have to push through these last 3 shifts!!! I'm supposed to stay late on Friday, but I'm going to try to get out early because I'm going to be over 40 hours for the week. I'm not going over 40 hours if I'm not going to be getting paid time and a half. Nope, not gonna. Thats not fair AND it's wrong.

Tomorrow I'm just looking forward to sleeping in until about 12 or so. I don't want to sleep too late, but I do want to sleep in. The major thing I want to do before work is clean my room and go to the bank.

Wow, my feet hurt. Like, I'm just letting them rest, propped up in the bed, but they are just so sore!!!

Alright, enough nonsense. I'm going to bed. Nighty night!
Until next time....

I need you like water, like breath, like rain

What a yucky day. Mother nature must be having hormonal problems today. It would just suddenly down poor. Then, stop and the sun would be shining. The sun didn't last long. It wasn't able to push away the rainclouds.  It's funny how the weather can affect a persons mood.

I went to Tsunamis today. Very delicious. Very filling. Definitely brought home leftovers.

I love Matthew David Kyzer. Just saying :) <3

The heaven and earth are now all mine. I've jumped to the moon from cloud number nine because of love.

Wow, it's 3am! I just got home from work an hour ago. It was a crazy night. Of course at first it starts out great, I'm in a good mood. Then BAM! Something happens and turns the rest of the night bad. I swear it was a full moon. Weird things just kept happening...it was rediculous! After all the stress, it was a great night ($$money wise$$)!!

I found out my exbf is engaged in the middle of all that work stress. That was a weird feeling finding out. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for him! And his fiance. I've known her for years and love her. It's just the fact that he's my ex. Like, I don't know how to feel, lol. Makes me think, Damn! I need to get engaged! It seems like everyone else is getting married and having babies! I'll hold out on the baby right now haha. Of course their engagement isn't the only thing making me feel like that. Anyway...I am happy for them! They are both great people. Congrats!

Today (well, I guess really yesterday now) is bryn's birthday!! We went to see Letters to Juliet. Pretty good movie, cheesey towards the end, lol. But good nonetheless. I didn't cry! Thank goodness! I cried my eyes out watching Dear John. NO LIE. Bryn is leaving for Nicaragua and I hope she has a safe trip!! I love that girl.

I love watching Chelsey Lately. She's so funny. Sometimes a little too honest haha. Speaking of shows....It's now less than a month until TRUE BLOOOOOD!!! omg omg omg omg I cannot wait! I feel like I have been waiting foreverrrrr. It's great how when True Blood goes off, Big Love (my other fave show on HBO) will start playing. They kinda tie me over until the next show starts. But, there is still too long of a gap between each one. I need to watch the seasons of True Blood again to remember everything! Goshhh cannot wait.

I cannot believe I have written this much. I'm still not very tired. My feet just really hurt from work. I guess that's all for tonight.
Until next time...